oh spring break. you are covered in snow! that's not very spring break of you, no no. my couch in my living room has not forgotten my shape. ha!
so, here i sit venting to my mom, watching forrest gump, downloaded the entire symphonic recording of les mis, and my dog is farting. i am such a party girl. watch out.
at work i daydream, when im not wiping asses of course. i think of what i want to, wish to, and can do; then i come home and tell my mom about it and shes like no, no, thats dumb, blah. pssh lady, yes i can. this is the nonsense that got me into the perdicament i'm in; talked about how i was depressed and am coming out of it with minimal relapses and she just kinda sat quiet. then asked why i didnt get help;; because mom of the no no no thats dumb attitude. i am getting better and i will do what i want. ... just need to figure it out more.
triathalon, au pair, sky dive. all on my list.
i think im gonna cut my bangs but then will i look like a chub? hmmmm
it's fine. time to go to my castle on a cloud
27 February 2010
22 February 2010
I always forget to pull my zipper up,
but im sure there are worse things.
Like spilling your 3/4 coffee cup into your school bag.
or
saying something, in earshot of the person you are talking about.
or
playing the "pick the stall that stinks the less because you know someone pooped in one" &losing
&having someone walk in, thinking you did the stinking
or all the above happening annnnd just laughing because it's monday.
be who you are&accept others for doing the same. Oh jeeze look at me going all philosophical.
I'm sucha nerd for carrying around this self-meditation book. It contains quotes and internal peace provoking thoughts. Nice.
It's some kinda comfort to have, and know, and reassure yourself things will be ok. Sometimes people aren't always there exactly when you need them and you turn inward; relying on yourself. It's also comforting to know that no matter what, the stars are there. You may not be able to see them, but regardless they are there. Maybe it's naive to compare those we love and want to love to be stars; because that is a HUGE, astronomical (pun!) responsibility.
or maybe we are that lucky. Who knows. Luck shmuck I still smell like coffee. Like pigpen from Peanuts ; the cloud, yeaaaa that's me. :)
&I hope your day goes well. Never forget to look up; even if you don't see them the stars are always there.
Like spilling your 3/4 coffee cup into your school bag.
or
saying something, in earshot of the person you are talking about.
or
playing the "pick the stall that stinks the less because you know someone pooped in one" &losing
&having someone walk in, thinking you did the stinking
or all the above happening annnnd just laughing because it's monday.
be who you are&accept others for doing the same. Oh jeeze look at me going all philosophical.
I'm sucha nerd for carrying around this self-meditation book. It contains quotes and internal peace provoking thoughts. Nice.
It's some kinda comfort to have, and know, and reassure yourself things will be ok. Sometimes people aren't always there exactly when you need them and you turn inward; relying on yourself. It's also comforting to know that no matter what, the stars are there. You may not be able to see them, but regardless they are there. Maybe it's naive to compare those we love and want to love to be stars; because that is a HUGE, astronomical (pun!) responsibility.
or maybe we are that lucky. Who knows. Luck shmuck I still smell like coffee. Like pigpen from Peanuts ; the cloud, yeaaaa that's me. :)
&I hope your day goes well. Never forget to look up; even if you don't see them the stars are always there.
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