at least not yet.

I have always been one to lean towards instant gratification. Now, isn't soon enough and eventually means never. Today I had a lesson in the anticipation of right timing. I have never been more excited for somthing "when the time is right." Carpe Diem, why not now? taking chances - these things all have their place. More often than not, I live by these slogans but today.. today I anticipate the "sometime" and the "at least not yet."

It's not false hope, it's just hope. When your intuition, and gut, and head, and heart are aligned on something - you know it has a high chance of coming true. If it doesn't then it doesn't..but I will continue with what I'm doing because THAT is what needs to happen for me, so when that eventually comes around it has a chance; the chance it deserves.
 

hearts and minds and eyes bewitched

maybe we should bend til we break, then mold into better versions of ourselves.It's a long way back from where you've come, but you'll make it soon.

here's the king of the thing:
I'm 21 years old, really embracing my wings, and flying solo - onward and upward for the first time. severe anaphylaxis related to relationships and anxiety and the mind numbing but not surprising truth I am not ready. I will not force another square into a circle. "What's meant to be will happen in time <3." No damage. No harm, no foul.

Over break I've worked 3 out of the 4 nights I've been home and will reluctantly be moving back to school tomorrow after I wake up from my nap.  not having facebook has really been nice. i had enough of it. once i buy an external harddrive i will get all my music and pictures off fb then possibly be done forever - or just make a new one. a newnew one just for me with maybe a 100 friends haha. new facebook new start?

Im really tired of relying on technology; with the exception of music. I will be reverting back to what I know and love. : Books, Music, Friends, Quotes, not fb and its addicting annoying ways.

easier said than done.