Alright 2009, and the past 10 years, we have had a far share of drama of epic proportions. Thanks but I'm pretty excited to see you leave and welcome the next 10 years of adventure, starting with tomorrow. Sure my debts wont be forgiven, and my room is still a mess in NEP but I'm here. I'm healthy, and I have the most amazing person with me to stomach it all with.
Which, I reallly am not sure why im so nauseous..I LOVE new years but something isn't sitting right. Meh.

I kept the Resolutions/Goals/Promises to myself from 08-09, and exceeded them a little. Now This year, 2010 will be titled The Step Up; as I shall graduate, and get my RN, and spring board off of that. I will also build off of what I have accomplished in 09

Resolutions/Goals/Promises for 10:Relationship wise: Solidify the friendships and keep working on them. Don't push the best ones away, and try try try to stay positive.
Personal: Make time to write EVERYDAY possible. Do things that make me happy, regardless.Keep going. Just keep on going. Keep buying those things. Lose that weight and keep it off.
Financial: Save. etc.

I am hopeful, it will be a great year. And a brand new chance. Maybe it's a good sign that our bill tonight was 20.10. So Cool.

I remember 99-00, dear lord the things that change in 10 years. I wonder what the next 10 will bring.. as I will be 30 by them.

Here is a quote from last year :And he asked to hear my resolutions for the new year."Sir," I said, "the new year is a new beginning, not a time to resolve all the things I hate. I plan on changing my name, and never looking back. Besides, I'm too stubborn; I'd make resolutions just to break them."

and I will do my best and that's all I can do.

Not too in depth, but that will come later. Time to go enjoy myself. :)

pause.

Break is flying and everything is bumbled. Most times I can't see straight, with or without my glasses on.


Le sigh. Right now I am waiting to go out with friends from school in the Northeast. Nothing really to post.

I'll post a oh man remember 09, post tomorrow.

that feeling.

Yanno when you're nauseous
and the world is spinning
and the butterflys have mutated into dragonflys
and you don't wanna breathe to deep, or too fast
and you're just anticipating when the remnants of stomach content
will project at least 1foot in front of you
and when you feel it,creeping up your throat, making it's GI journey
and it finally reaches your mouth
and you realize it's only a burp?
You feel relieved.

Yanno how you randomly one day see that person
and the light reflects their eyes just perfectly
and they smell really awesome
and how their giggle makes you laugh
and you you find your self smiling for no reason
and you realize WOW!
I still know how to smile.

Yanno how you feel butterflys.
and you feel the euphoric dreams
and two turtle dove metaphors
and you find yourself reaching for their hand
and blushing
and kissing
and laughing
and smiling
and you realize
You are in love.

Yanno when you start to fight
and the little things start to annoy you
and you find yourself fighting
and knit-picking
and you feel a little less love
and you get scared
and make mistakes
and then they say
We need to talk.

Yanno when you start to have that conversation
and you realize you're scared
and you love them
and then you question if it's worth it
and you're head is spinning
and you no longer see the sparkle
and you no longer laugh
and the butterflys are transformin into dragon flys
and they breathe fire
and you feel pain,
and you're nauseous
and the remnants are making it's way up
and up
and up
and you realize you dont love them anymore
and you burp.

You feel relieved.

And they walk away.

welcome back to the world, love the cessation of finals.

Oh gloriouuuss. I have returned-almost- to real life. I have one looming test at 10. Am I worried? NO. Do I realllly care? Not at all.

had some happy juice now im ready to go

Wow. Euphoric moments brought to you by bright&balanced coffee and Owl City. I feel like a bubble dancing in the wind, daring to touch all surfaces with no intentions of popping.

Friday. Hi. Thank you for coming. This week has been dreadful and I'm pretty happy you're here. Although you are a tease, because work awaits this weekend in combination with studying, but your presence brings this particular hell of a week to an end. Please come back anytime.

Last night was a beautiful stress relief. Who know that catchphrase wine and friends smushed in a circle could cause laughter cramps. They did. Nothing like stomache pains for the right reasons with people who make you smile.

Drugs have not inspired this post I swear. Unless, of course, you consider coffee a drug. In that case, call me an addict and hand me another cup.

I hope your week has been gracious and if not, turn up some music and dance it out.


I salute you Dr. Barbara Jones, for your references and serene presence. You lightened my mood just a bit.
I salute you, Seattle's Best. Although you are NOT THHEEE best, you have contributed to my attitude.
I salute you, Montgomery Mall & you great sales. Your services have made me 75 dollars broker[?] but 2 outfits richer.
I salute you Brigid O'Brien for NOT having class today.
Peace sign up, index finger down, to you, Hesi exams. I do not enjoy your company.

&At last I salute and continue to salute my friends. Our clinging to one another will help us through.

Oh and to the inventor of music. Hug and a kiss and a god bless you. Ultimate therapy no matter what the day, time, or mood.

i swear today i'll be trying to make it so much more

Case studies, the rain cloud that has been broken-faucet dripping on my head; are COMPLETE. Caput. Donezo. Buh Bye..at least until next semester. Truth be told now is all that matters, so for now I will relish in the completion of case studies and clinical.

I just want this neverending hell of a semster to be over. Too much stress for my liking. I'm pretty sure that next semester will be just as, if not more, but I'm not concerned right NOW.

Too much coffee,
Too much tea
but never enough.

Crimeny I need a nice nap, and need to remember what time I have to wake up tomorrow.
Short and sweet for today; which is nice change of pace.