One thing is certain: Nothing can hold back the night

Billy Joel- Two Thousand Years. Such an appropriate song right now. (This is our moment, here at the crossroads of time.)

Here is the breaking dawn of the last day of 2010. Whoa. Whoawhoawhoa. Time flies so much more quickly these days. It's been a momentous year, but I think it was a test drive for 2011. Events of note include Graduating with my ASN, passing my NCLEX, going on a roadtrip, dozen or so concerts, turning 21, getting my permit. Numerically speaking, 11 is one of my numbers; lucky/recurring/life numbers. [That and 3.] After thinking back and looking back, it's time to move forward. Swirls of nervousness, excitement, enchantment and anxious tension pave the way. I have my bright yellow rainboots ready to dance down this rainbow bricked road to where-ever it may lead. Trusting my feet to know the direction.


This year for certain, I graduate with Bachelor's in August, turn 22 in Sept, will have a car and a job. Everything else will fall between these events. The changes will be great but that's ok.

How will I be kicking off 2011 while tossing dueces to 2010? Not sure. Kevin and I were going to go on an adventure to NYC[!], but some last minute changes may be happening. I just wanna be somewhere and not stuck by myself. Not to difficult to achieve.

What I hope for 2011: that things happen as they should. I hope for happiness, courage and confidence. No pre-conceptions. No high hopes. Just taking it as it comes. I think that can be more exciting anyway.

Cheers and goodbye 2010. You were educational and inspirational, but not it's time to fly.

takes an hour for the fastest snowflake to fall

Its snowiinnggg!
And I got outta work
And I'm gonna be snowed in at johns
And last night was magical

Lovelovelove. To do list is postponed until tomorrow.

Let the magic continue

life contradicts itself constantly and thats what makes it worth living.

I enjoy being home, and my rediculous family. This break has been very mellow thus far, and haven't really done much. Probably due to the fact I've been sick, but what else is new haha.

People are out of their frickin minnddd. That is very apparent. Looks don't mean anything, if you're crazy

I cannot wait to give Noella her presents today. She is the best little girl ever.
V<3

edit...new pet peeve (actually a reincarnated pet peeve...) people who talk in baby voices. Its not cute unless you're under 2.
/edit

Nice wuote NCIS

"it's called growing up. and as you get older lessons hurt a little more, especially when it concerns the heart. "

Home.Home.Home. Ornaments, princess games, puppy, relaxing, wine, sleeping.

I'm so excited.

if the ring is pointed in it means...

All I can do anymore is sit back and laugh. 

For those three hours we were each others whole world.

I was the candy cane prince, she was the opera princess, and together we ran from tigers and played in the eeyore pit watching elmo. Then we ate dinner. Then we danced, and sang songs and danced some more. We read stories, and rocked while the princess told me a story. Then we tucked the princess in with all her friends.

My therapy, is playing with my just about three year old cousin who calls me bridgey and can't wait til I come home from school to play more.

This week is going to be one of the most hectic weeks ever. I havent been this panic/anxiety stricken since preparing for boards! It's just as important too. So I'm going to do what I do best. Make lists. Study. Eat oatmeal. And run. Probably NOT in that order.

3more days of this heinous bactrim. Thank god. My dreams are terrible.

Dear Kidney, oh glorious filter of my body

I'm sorry. I know the pain you're feeling because trust me I'm feeling it too. However, Bactrim I really really really hate the fact I'm tired within 2hours of taking you. I guess it's better than the dreaded nausea vomiting and etc that you usually bring. Sincerely, Should be Drinking More.

Well; I slept through my class tonight. Luckily I'm really scheduled to go tomorrow night. I have my final Lab Practicum Wednesday, as well as a Healthcare Fair on Wednesday. Thursday-Saturday work, babysitting the beautiful Noella Saturday night. I really have to start my study guides as well. Maybe I'll do that tomorrow night after AP before Glee.

I'd rather just live here. I like my living room and the convienence. It seems like the trend of people crying and really exuding disgust with this semester has not sped or slowed the process of the semester ending. It's here. The ending of a semester. My LAST fall semester as an undergrad. Beneath my disgust I'm nervous, excited, sad..I want next semester to be worth it.

Please let's band together to make it worth it/

vision

Leather swivel chair-it must swivel. Window View.Nice desk, that will be organized.Full of random postit notes and legal jot down pads.A wrist rest. A telephone. Collage frames. A candle. A candy dish. A shelf with prized and influencial books. My bookshelf.

I want my own office. My own space. The Jupiter storm is raging and concoting ideas.

One day.