the reasons we stay.

All the lists, and convictions, and convincing are no longer enough.

ooh, hheeeeyyy may; it's the beginning of the end.

• I am that little ray of sunshine, peeking through the clouds. I am the lady bug in a sea of flies. I am an ounce of excitement, in a room of nursing students.

It is May, it is TIME. Gah. Anxiety soon, and it will rest in its comfort in the pit of my stomach. Goal grade for the Nursing Final tomorrow: 85.

• The sun is creeping out. I cannot stand this humidity, but the pending summer is nice. SAC is done. &the chorus sings. On to .. other? things.

Oh you know what grinds my gears? The flipping of the flip flops, on the ground, that flipandflop and flip up dirt and flop it on the back of your legs. No sir I did not shit myself, it was mother nature laughing at me. ha.

• I finally bought aviators, and new BIGASS sunglasses for the summer. Relaxation on the horizon.

That's what I'm telling myself repeatedly; eyes on the horizoneyes onthe horizon.

• I enjoy my friends. My actual friends. The ones that love me for me. I avoid the ones less fortunate, and keep my peripherals clear of their existence. Why be annoyed?

I kinda want a grapefruit.

Tonight there is going to be some severe buckling down.

Anxiety rising already.

eyes on the horizoneyes on the horizoneyes on the horizoneyes on the horizon