scared.

Ugh. The wall is-a crumblin. Everyone has off days right?
It just sucks that I was weak in front of the wrong person. STUPID.
It's funny... one day you're planning your life together, unafraid, good mood bad, beautiful ugly
it's perfectly ok and
another, you're afraid to show any ounce of fear..and any emotion other than stable in general.

Two months til graduation.
I don't want to rely on the promise that lies on the other side.
My head has invaded and wrapped its electricity around my heart.
Come close? ZAP. Leave it alone..she is still not ok 
I'm a little nenxious. [nervous&anxious]. 
I think it's kind of a good thing.. because this means I have something to lose.

Right?