it's a great day to be alive.

Finally got around to waching that movie Jamie and Nikki were telling me is a must see.. and I do say that they were correct-dead on- LOVEDDDD it. Littered with life lessons, reaffirmations, new realizations and a new celeb crush. Thanks lovies :)


It is a wonderful day outside. While I was waiting for Jen ( a mere 10 minutes inthe sun) I got some color. Oh wicked wicked summer what the heck do you have in store ..

Did you ever want something SO bad, but know that the reality of it happening is really slim? But you really can't help but be excited for it anyway? When you KNOW that an opportunity, as suchj in that wanting, could change everything? If asked I will say yes, and have my bags packed. Sometimes I question if I'm being dramatic or overthinking - but let's face it. I'm not. I am really happy with my life right now- figuring out little old me, getting in touch with emotions and inuititions I lost, with not a  thing missing - persay..

I really should go and study for my final thats in an hour.. Hmm.. yeah.

The First.

Welcome to May; the month where things ceremoniously end, and others sneak a beginning. In 14days, I will unofficially graduate. Capped, gowned, proud. In 17days I will be starting summer classes.

This week will be my last week of finals; and I have yet to even look at the study guides. Not to mention there is a paper due on Tuesday as well, but it will get done. Today will consist of the packing Ive  been procrastinating, and the studying I have yet to start. Yesterday was an awesome way to bid farewell to April; won tickets to XTU, bought a few summery dresses, spent time with a biffer, went for a run, and capped it off relaxing - then warding off a migraine (cant have it all at once).

With deep breaths, the month will progress. I have a few hopes and places to go, but they won't happen just yet. Maybe it will work out? Maybeeee it will be postponed to wait for me? Probably not, but I can always hope.